At times people ask me what I like about him. I just smile. I can’t pinpoint exactly what is it that I see the best and it would be an understatement of my love to mention a few cliche descriptions lovers use with each other. But I can do tell a lot of little things, in which only a few others, including myself as I believe, can see. Starting from how he holds his utensils with grace, from how he plays with little kids and how they look at him with admiration, a trait I want for my self but unfortunately I was given none. In how he dress up, the way his ironed polos still looks neat even at the end of the day. His household domestication (totally my perfect husband material. :D), in the way he arrange his stuff like there’s a certain OC-ness in him. His well maintained bod, (muwahahahahaha I love his armssss!<3), his flexibility (this is so amazing lol), how his smile can relax even the most tired me, his certain workaholic-ness, his thoughtfulness, to me, his friends and to others as well.

And there are also those in which I was given the luxury to experience, like how we sit in comfortable silence, the way he interacts with my family like it is the most natural thing in the world, how he looks at me so lovingly, when we can talk about cheesy, random and future stuff so naturally, how I can tell him anything, when I can lean cozily in his arms, how, even with my unmade self, I can be with him and still feel comfortable about it and most of all how he sees me and accepted me without prejudice nor hesitation which I am truly grateful for.

There are still a lot more that I can say. He has this charm that only he possess and that he has yet to realize.

I am lucky to be by his side. I have found not only a boyfriend but a partner in life and I will wait no matter how long to start our forever.

The best part of my life started when I met you, and I cannot bear living without you. I love you and Happy 5th, my love. You will always be my one and only babe.

-JRC (hoping to be JCU), 2013

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